Evan

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Sat, 06 May 2006 15:54:42 GMT

i was going to update last night but i fell asleep and forgot, but anyway...

i am home for the week, until like wednesday when im going to some crazy resort. last night i saw MI3 with eric and it kicked some serious ass. eric and i agreed...total ass kickery. i wanna be ethan hunt. the action sequences were many, but not too over-the-top or anything, and they fit in well with the plot, instead of being simply put there for the sake of having them. plus, lindsay, it made me think of you.

i just woke up today (glorious) and now my plan is to basically lie around alllll day.

theres something in my eye. gay.

got a B+ in boroto's class! thats prety serious.
matt schultz thinks he was robbed when i destroyed him at SSBM, so i guess we'll have to have a rematch so he can be robbed again :)

life is good.

look at the size of this entr- "cut the chatter red 2"

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 06:41:17 GMT

alright so i was living in dark city, like you know in that movie dark city, and it had actually gotten taken over by robots, i imagine because i, robot and dark city have the same director. anyway, the humans are not in charge. but we decide we're going to rebel and through this huge party which of course is busted up by some sort of flyring robot probe droid which quickly causes everyone to scatter and my beloved lindsay to be captured, right before i was going to ask her dance. obviously, i'm not about to have that, so i get together this team of five people i just kinda made up for the dream and we drive in some huge aquamarine pickup trucks to enemy headquarters, where i tell them to wait outside. the scene switches and i get a glimpse of one of my comrades from the party getting lobotomized or something, something that essentially eliminates the human soul and forces us to become slaves for the robots for some will-never-be-known sinister purpose. now i am running through the all-white kamino-esque hallways, sneaking past guards (who are human, presumably some kind of robot-designed special ops drones that know how to fight and guard and nothing else) until i come upon the entrance to the prison, where only 19 of the dozens of dozens of prisoners are left that havent undergone the "treatment". there are two guards here, which i take out with a series of lightning fast martial arts moves and ultimate strength...i then steal a uniform and proceed inside. everyone is scared since i look like guard, but i walk to lindsay and call out her name as though she's next, then i take off my helmet and she's overjoyed, and she hugs me and we embrace so tight, feeling so real that i must have actually been doing it in the bed i was sleeping in. i whisper "we're getting out of here" in her ear and turn to the other prisoners and say "all of us". Opening my jacket i reveal what amounts to more weaponry then neo in the lobby scene, enough so that everyone gets a gun and i still have duel everything. just then the main prison guard comes in, and we engage in a huge battle and i yell at lindsay to lead the others outside where the trucks are. after dispatching my combatant, i take off down the hall i assume is a shortcut only to run into Old Town's deadly little miho (sp). i take out my katana but i know its no good and she has me on the ground in a second with her blade slowly cutting into the back of my neck. luckily for me i brought a poison capsule which is stored in one of my teeth, which i bite and then exhale into the air, which causes her to collapse either dead or unconscious. i run to the doors and outside, and leap onto a truck, only to find out lindsay is on the other truck, but we are already in motion. i prep my AK, and begin firing at the hordes of robots that are following us. they keep leaping onto the trucks but i pick them off at close range, making sure to shoot any that get on lindsay's truck as well. i run out of ammo with that, and then with my dual uzis, and then im left with dual handguns which i use to take out the robots that are now damn near surrounding us, but we're so close, we're almost past the frontlines in the robot-human war, soon will be in friendly territory. i look back in time to see one leap up on lindsay's truck and punches a whole in the cab, but i use my last round in my last beretta to cap it right in the head. we're getting closer, and closer, then....awake.

yeaup so mike i. and steve were here this weekend which was pretty fun. we all played beer pong, and lindsay even got to drink because ashley bought us some bacardi light. that was a fun friday night and i enjoyed it a lot because...well who wouldnt?
saturday we grilled out at the pool, but not before a game of touch football in which steve and i pulled an amazing comeback and beat mike and eric. i used muscles i probably havent used in years, and as such, the next day i was so impossibly sore that moving literally any part of me resulted in shockwaves of pain. i also had a sore throat so everything i ate and drank hurt to some degree, and a cough, which was awesome because you dont realize how many abdominal muscles it requires to cough until every one of them is sore, but i am lucky enough to now know, adding the cherry on top of my sundae of pain. i dont usually bitch about shit like that, but i felt the need to vent about it because this ridiculously annoying girl at chick-fil-a hasnt had a day where she hasnt "felt faint" or hurt her wrist lifting a fucking barbecue sauce or some shit, and everytime i hear her complain about some hypochondrial bullshit, that right there is whats going through my head. michelle, the girl, is a perfect synthesis of Josh and Becky from gold ol' epic theasucks, with an exponentially increased annoyance factor. but anyway, back to mike and steve hanging out, it was really fun and i enjoyed myself greatly.

chick-fil-a, aside from michelle, is a great place to work actually. nearly everyone there is in high school but at the same time the managers are actually both sociable and knowledgeable, qualities lacking from a certain tyrannosaur. plus steve-o is a noticeable improvement over clank, both because of personal rapport and because he views his employees as more than serfs.

my dad told me to watch this movie called "being there" so i did, and as it turns out it was really, really good

lindsay has been gone since tuesday and i have to say it bums me out still, even if it is a short period of time and we've been dating for so long i still miss that beautiful girl. however, im driving to deland tomorrow and see her, as well as the family and maybe my man-lover, so all is not lost.

guess ill go back to missing and studying...adios

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 03:39:21 GMT

christmas happened and i got 4 dvds, devil may cry 3, a badass dvd spinning rack thing to hold all my dvds (already more than half full), a gift card for walmart which i used to buy more dvds, a couple of star wars figures (meena tills and nemoidian commander!), some soap because i dont shower enough, some clothes, some boxers, a tool that cuts seatbelts and breaks windows in the event that my car plunges into a ravine, and assorted other odds and ends. new years is soon, im goin to brian's to watch movies, hooray!

lindsay is great. she loves me and makes it known which is great as well.

jamie, becc0r, and billy biferie came over today at random, especially since jamie doesn't have any place to live here, he is visiting for a couple days which is cool, hopefully we'll do something cool tomorrow. i sometimes wish i knew how to play cards competently so i could hang out with the guys, like they are doing friday. i dont really like cards though, so...not priority one.

HA. i found kevin mcsweeney from 2nd grade on facebook today because mom made me look for him. he looks the same in his picture as one i have from back then. i used to go to his house and play his ultra cool NES because i didnt have one, but i remember he'd get mad because i always wanted to play mario and he always wanted to play something else, anything else. in retrospect i don't blame him, as when you only have an hour of tv alotted to you want to make the best of it, and not want to waste it on a game youve already beaten a thousand times. i knew his mom always had him acquiesce to what i wanted so i always won the battle. what a dick thing to do, i feel like a total ass now. ah well.

mom and i watched movies yesterday, that was cool. vertigo she liked. constantine, she did not.

eric's comin over tomorrow to bring me a christmas present (wonder what that could be) and hang out, probably watching the christmas present.

man anyone used to watch animaniacs? they had those pigeons on there, the goodpigeons, that were clearly a complete knockoff of goodfellas, one for ray liotta, one for de niro, and one for joe pesci, that was the one that always was startin fights and crap. at the time i just figured i was one of the few people who hadn't seen this movie and thus one of the few that didn't get a lot of the parody humor in the goodpigeon segments, but it has recently occured to me, what kid that age has seen GOODFELLAS? i mean its an R-rated gangster movie about crime, drugs, violence, sex, and all kinds of other fun r-rated things. how could they possibly expect their target audience to understand anything of what was going on? and then the God pigeon would show up, mumbling marlon-brando style. wtf, how many kids have seen the Godfather? not me. maybe i was weird.

anyway, i went to winter haven to visit the grandparents for leftover christmas dinner, and the byrons were there and i got to hang out with them for a while, which is always cool. uncle ron is a conservatron but he amuses me from time to time, it was a pleasent dinner. plus we got to hang out with devon's chinchillas, which are essentially little balls of fur that you cant get wet because they live in dry environments and they die or something. margaret is so smart, its unbelievable. veronica's getting taller, but not as tall as uncle leonard's plasma TV birthday present. or leif's new pedal-powered kayak. or uncle leonard's personal airplane or alright thats enough. we later went to dad's old house, on watts dairy road. we went in the old barn and around his old house, and i wandered out back. it was swarming with memories, that place, even i could feel it. THAT, is a weird sensation. then i like, climbed up a tree, mom took some pictures and we went home.

the yacht club was tonight, mom and dad and lindsay and i. i had escargot for the first time, and it was delicious. it was really relaxing and i enjoyed it a lot, especially with lindsay there, its like she's part of the family now which is really great, and her company pretty much makes anything more enjoyable, just because we go together well, and she told me that we were really alike at one point and made me smile inside and out.

and uh, thats it.

an entry

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 06:17:01 GMT

everyone who reads my journal also read's lindsay's so it would be repetitive to say that "hey, im going to europe this summer" because they would all already be aware of this. but yea, its true. Snow's house has lots of smoke and cat in it so i was sneezing all night which is pretty lame.

i finished christmas shopping today, and found stuff for almost everyone, save for mike, brandon, beccor, and caitlin, and mom, since she was with me. the break finds me at peace with the world, enjoying my time to sit around and do precisely nothing. i have spent nearly all of it just lounging around (mostly with lindsay and that rules) and watching important movies. i just saw terminator for the first time, and it was pretty sweet. im also reading harry potter books, because they are awesome and if you think its juvenile then i invite you to suck a penis.

mike and eric are putting together a massively awesome party after christmas, and now im helping so i guess now its mike, eric, and i are all doing this. if anyone wants to chip in to help pay for a plane ticket to fly brandon down here, that'd be really awesome, on account of all the crap he's going through at present.

i got kinda buzzed on cham-punch at the stupid law firm brunch that happened at my house and it resulted in fun. suzanne marshall kept ordering me around like she has the right because she used to have sons my age. she snatched my drink out of my hand because i was using the wrong cup, and then proceeded to tell me to move chairs out of a room to make room for people, then tell me that i didn't spacially arrange the moved chairs correctly in the room i was using to store them, so the next time she told me to do something, i cut her off in midsentence with "wait hold on" then reached into the plate of ham and grabbed a piece and just shoved it in my mouth and looked at her chewing it all gross with it all falling out my mouth and disgusting until she just stopped talking and left. she didnt bother me after that.

heh heh, i got lindsay a pretty random present, i hope she likes it. christmas is here. it makes me remember all of my other christmases, and all of them have been pretty awesome. last years and then year before were amazing. this year will be equally as such, even without as many presents. it is, you know, kinda about jesus moreso than presents, or so i hear. really though, as the great mark mcnees said, its about connecting with the people who are far from God, because, i mean, thats why Jesus was born anyway right?

I wish lindsay was here, it is SO COLD in this house. who needs heat? not us evidently. so cold. my computer gives off a lot of heat usually, but i guess not enough to heat these great halls of ours.

Afrin is a horrible allergy treatment. Sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks.

oh yea, i have to get up at 6 christmas day to go down to lakeland and retrieve caitlin. hopefully i wont accidentally drop an f-bomb will im there. im really bad at not-cursing. speaking of that, mom and i had a conversation at Sonny's in which i argued her down with why cursing should not be such a big deal, though i wont recreate it here.

tomorrow i play santa, and go on a double date with eric and carli, which should be interesting. all dates aside, im stoked about seeing narnia. they better have done it well. otherwise im gonna go to John Edward to communicate to CS Lewis that they butchered his masterpieces so he can return and haunt the talentless filmmakers. CS Lewis is dead right?

i guess i could start some LJ drama to liven up things, maybe post something about ALESSANDRA or something. maybe mention something about my feelings about her situation with JAVIER or FERNANDO or maybe even JOEY.

buuuuut nah i dont think so.

but anyway, thats it. i want 3 comments this time at least. go.

This dream I had...

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 12:53:45 GMT

I guess since i don't post very often, i'll use the LJ to record some badass dreams i have so i can remember them later

alright so humanity is all but destroyed by the forces of evil or hell or whatever. something bad. i'm with a resistence group in a small castle, which had at some point been turned into a school, which we have no fortified. unfortunately, the forces of evil have managed to gain control over the weather, and they keep sending hurricanes our way, but they havent perfected it yet because the hurricanes only last for like a minute then dissipate into completely clear weather instantaneously. so i'm sitting in the aftermath of one of these while a few of the resistence leaders are discussing something, staring outside when i see all the clouds start swooping downwards, and all of the sudden a huge tornado forms that no one notices but me and i have to point out to everyone, which results in panic and chaos. I grab lindsay who appears and we run down into the lower levels of the school-castle-fortress, and luckily we both went to elementery school so we knew exactly what to do: under the desks with hands covering your heads (of course every room was full of glass). after that we suffer heavy casualties and the leaders decide we have to fight back and make a final stand.
scene 2. we're standing in this big temple thing straight out of star wars: battlefront's yavin 4 levels, only in a field instead of a jungle. it looked a lot like this one place in went in england. anyway, this temple is kinda like a big tower with no walls in the front and back, only on the sides. we're all getting breifed about the upcoming battle with the hellish forces and i notice some old guy walking towards the back like he's gonna jump out and commit suicide (apparently the stock market crashed, he said) and i walk back to talk him out of it, but happen to look up just in time to see an imperial AT-ST chicken walker aimed straight at me and the rest of the crowd gathered in this tower so i grab the old guy and jump into an alcove just as it opens fire and incinerates everyone in the tower save me and the guy, it starts to walk around to where the rest of our army is so i run to the back with the old guy and leap out, using my batman combat belt that i somehow obtained to fire a grappling hook and slow my fall, and i tell the old guy to go hide, grab a rifle and head into the battle. I meet up with eric maddox's batallion who is being driven back by the now countless hordes of imperial stormtroopers running around on the ground. they back us into a wall and are getting closer and closer, its just me, eric, this kid Lee i met in real life at a DNZ crush, and another guy. the stormies back us into a wall and have their vibroblades out for close range combat and to my dismay DARTH VADER is leading them (i had seen him before choking people). They force us apart at this wall, me and Lee heading one way and Eric and his the other, I call out to them and Eric dives through the crowd, ducking under Vader's lightsaber, we never see what happens to the other kid. so we're continuing to back away from this crowd, i am mowing down stormies with my rifle. Lee falls behind and gets in Vader's choke range, but i run up and grab him and drag him out of range before he gets killed, firing shots that bounce harmlessly off vader's chest. it looks like the evil forces have started up that weather/tectonic plate controlling device again because big gaps start opening up in the ground, and eric falls into one but i catch him at the last second, and am trying to pull him up but i look over my shoulder and vader's about to slice me to ribbons, but then theres a flash of green light and my vision fades to white. when i come to, who should i see but luke skywalker (wearing jeans?) who explains that he caught eric and i and took out vader and defeated the remaining evil forces. nothing like a good deus ex machina. i go out to see the survivors, we share war stories, evidently the conflict is over, and it just sort of fades out.
and then im awake.
the end.

my parents are here which is cool. mom's cookies are very popular at home, at church, and at lindsay's work. we went to carabba's last night and i got probably the best steak of all time, with a side of the best garlic mashed potatos of all time. oh yea, joey's car got destroyed by a nonattentive F-250 so if you pray, pray for that getting sorted out. Glad he's ok. lindsay is of course amazing. krista is cool, i hung out with her yesterday. i keep running into allison white at school which also is cool. roomates are still cool as well. brian AND marcel are gonna bein tallahassee today, which is pretty much awesome. eric and i have taken to beating mario and donkey kong games as of late. ROTS comes out tuesday. thanksgiving with caitlin at teen challenge is gonna be nice and awkward, just because i have a bad habit of defying rules in environments like that. i got in trouble last time i was there for saying "dang". you wouldn't beleive the looks that one got. i enjoy e3. uh.
that is all.

lol

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:17:38 GMT

so i got up and dropped lindsay off today, and by dropped off i mean i walked her to work because i have no functioning car and no one else is awake. right afterwards my mom called me tell me about my car. evidently, my car: has a broken starter, is leaking power steering fluid, is leaking transmission fluid, has some sort of broken filter, and has a bent seat track (i slide forward and back at random). 800 bucks for that, so my dad is making me find a job after i just got out of my last one. all im missing is the unicorn in the exhaust. hooray!

then i went to go get some bagels at einsteins and was met with a nice friendly summer shower the entire walk home. i put the bag under my shirt to keep it from getting wet, in such a way that most likely made look like my pelvis was pregnant. the rain was cold enough that my toasted bagel was pretty cooled down by the time i got home, soaking and drenched. hoorah!

now im just sitting at my computer, wondering if tom's buddies signed that lease. i just went to take a shit and was encountered by the biggest roach ive ever seen. i made quick work of it with my trusty lysol sprayer, calling it a fucking cock-a-roach in my best scarface voice.

the lso was pretty sweet. i actually like sitting up where i sat this time with the commonfolk rather than with my parents and all the other volusia county bigwigs, because most of the people around me were there because they wanted to see the lso play, not there because thats what people with money do, with little to no interest in the actual concert. i love the lso. they were amazing, and the whole star wars thing at the end kicked ass. apparently collin, travis, jamie s, and co. were all there too but i didnt see any of them...oh well. i had a good time just being there with lins, because i always have a good time with her.

i saw ryan o'boyle today, and he said to say hi to lindsay, and ill probably forget by the time she gets off so i'll put it in here.

i do not miss the red cross, but i miss jacar, av, melvin, quarn, leroy, and p. they were awesome.

i now im probably gonna play KOTOR2 like a winner. im coming to deland next weekend and staying until school starts, if anyone wants to hang out and whatnot.

OUT

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 04:21:57 GMT

i am in deland now. i drove here last night and arrived a little before 3:48 with lindsay, where we spent the night. had grilled tuna for dinner. it was, i must say, absolutely AWESOME, thanks to my devilishly good cooking skills (with perhaps a little assistance from my mother and father who may or may not have done nearly all of the actual cooking). there is a HUGE spider above the door going out to the patio, and i feel like he is going to drop on me every time i go in and out of the house. i named him ku'dar ma'bat, and i have every intention of destroying him. your days are numbered, ku'dar.

we have a cleaning lady now, and she woke me up with her vacuum. i hate vacuums. if theres one thing i hate, its vacuums. and fucking SPIDERS. oh yea, my ancient cousin larry, who is in a nursing home after having to have his lung drained of fluid, prayed for death today :-\ that makes me sad. kelly had something similar, and i never found out what happened with that. she is still dating daniel, and needs not to be because he is a shitty role model for mason sam and joey. and fuck, now that i think about it, uncle leonard has prostate cancer. OH. YEA. and my dad almost passed out again the other day despite having recently had a pacemaker put in to fix that exact problem. rather unnerving, annoying, and scary.

panaka became a moff??

brian came up this weekend and it was cool hanging out with that kid. we played a lot of halo 2, which i did enjoy, and star wars battlefront, which i LOVED. which reminds me, tom is back, and i like the kid more and more as time progresses. his girlfriend, kaki, a name pronounced, i believe, like the pants, is a nice girl too. tom is the one who let me borrow battlefront. oh yea, i woke up the morning after the cast party for catch-22, and i had passed out next to brian and was still half drunk, and i was so used to lindsay being next to me that when the alarm went off signaling for lindsay to wake up and get ready to go to her appointment i reached over and started rubbing brian's back thinking it was lindsay, and took a full 10 seconds of brian yelling at me for me to realize what was going on. pretty bad.

it is wonderful living with lindsay. usually people get annoyed with each other upon living together extensively, but it hasnt happened yet. no sign of it doing so either. it is a very exhilerating feeling.

that's all for now.

The gravity of Evan

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 04:20:33 GMT

Well i feel a sufficient amount of time has passed since my last entry, so here is another. I am up in tallahassee for the summer, living in my apartment with the beautiful, the talented, the very lovely lindsay, who I recently have gained a greater compassion for than I EVEN had before. isn't that something? I thought so.

I have been reading a lot, and no i haven't been reading anything of literary merit, because thats what turned me off to reading in the first place. Fuck like water for chocolate, the handmaid's tale, thousand cranes (NOT A Thousand Cranes), heart of darkness, in patagonia, and everything else that has been forced into my absorbant little mind. Hooray for Han Solo Trilogy by A. C. Crispin. Genius at work.

Lindsay and I went to St. George Island, pictures from which I am sure she has posted so I will not bother, but suffice to say, it is really awesome there, and if enough people wanted to go and split the payment, i'd say a group should rent a house out there for a weekend. I love it there...many many good childhood memories.

Moms up here, and she's gonna apparently make me cook dinner tomorrow. Spaghetti it is.

Next year is gonna be a lot of fun. Living in an apartment with Brandon, Eric, and Matt is bound to result in endless nights of drunken gaming.

Muuurgh is the coolest Togorian you'll ever meet

Still continuing the job search. I am very hopeful that Kristi will be able to get me that job in the governors office. I am in DESPERATE need of money. Ol' daddio has cut off my weekly food money, which is making life more complicated than it was, but it is, of course, still nothing to complain about, since i have it better than many people, and I recognize this, and am humbled by it whenever i think about complaining. I will say that I miss some people.

and...out

an entry

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 05:35:37 GMT

not much to update about here...oh yea...i might have a job, working at a tv studio doing grunt work, getting $10 an hour, five days a week. i really really really hope i get it.

im rather disappointed that the st. george island trip got cancelled, since i was kinda looking forward to like, getting to know the sorority girls better and whatnot, since they probably all think i am weird since im so shy on first encounters. but ian is coming up that weekend still, so i will have something to look forward after the hellish week of midterms and projects.

I beat resident evil 4, the best present ever. and it was that, without a doubt

lindsay's lying on the floor watching me type and singing (it was in fact her idea for me to update). she looks pretty when she looks up at me, and even more so when she sings :)

sleep/dream time

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 05:54:21 GMT

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Resident Evan 4

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 20:53:01 GMT

lindsay so rocks :)

1 year anniversary happened. im a little late posting but ive been busy with, you know, stuff of importance. if you wanna know what we did, lindsay posted an entry about it weeks ago which you probably already read, but for the sake of putting it in my own journal for later to look at, i have rarely, if ever, had a better day than that. really, honestly, you know how sometimes you hype things up in your head and then they don't live up to it? we like, ultra-hyped each other, but despite that it was still an AMAZING night that i'll never forget. everything feels so comfortable with her, its like i can do anything i want and not worry about being judged or thrown aside as just some weird guy. i have to tell you, it feels GREAT. i love her entirely...i just cant get enough. and that's saying something, considering how much we're together, but truly, i can't get enough of her. she amazes me in every way.

I am pondering taking a job this summer in some kind of internship/job that is out of state, but maybe not. lately ive taken to playing through the resident evil franchise while lindsay is off at RA/sorority stuff. i still miss her though. right now ive gone RE0-RECV, with one left before RE4. so lame i am. but i dont mind, its who i am, and i still have invaluable friends, family, and a soul mate who dont mind, so who cares in the end? not i

i think ian's coming up next weekend, about which i am excited. could there be a better duo, ian and i? he asked me that. the answer is no.

yea...drama sucks ass. attention to all of those who are in high school who think you are going to escape when you get to college: you are wrong. at least, in your freshman year you wont. the same instigators don't stop when they leave high school, they just find new ways. kinda like, if life were a theme park full of dinosaurs, drama being the dinosaurs, no matter what they always find a way to escape from those "electric fences" (miles away from home) and devour you and all of your friends.

oh yea! i have a new neice. i havent seen her yet though. but i have one!

i miss my lindsay, i wish she was here. i love her :)

its over!

WHOA its been a long time

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 17:45:50 GMT

alright well since the past entry uh...christmas happened, and then i moved to tallahassee. so i guess ill start at christmas...

definitely had an awesome christmas. Christmas eve was especially awesome because it was one year ago that night that something really special had happened :). christmas day i got some awesome movies, and an atari with like 8 games. it RULEZ.

then new years happened, which was pretty low key since no one could think of anything to do. it was just a few people at my house eating and watching the ball drop.

OH RIGHT. somewhere in there was the Brandon-pisses-on-a-table party. and then, the brandon-wipes-his-hands-on-evans-bed party. and then the evan gets up and kicks brandon's ass party.

then skip forward and i am in tallahassee! tallahassee kicks ass, really. jamie and i are moved into our white hall apartment. unfortunately, when we got there it hadnt quite been moved out of yet. and by that i mean it hadn't been clean, thus there were various personal items like used tampons and weave all over the apartment, all of which we either threw away or threw into ians future room :P

THEY CLEANED IT dont worry about it.

I moved in, and then 1 or 2 days later was orientation, and then registration, and then class started the next day. i ended up with a really awesome schedule somehow, with lindsay in 3 of my classes. MWF is multicultural dimensions of film, intro to atmosphere, and intro to the old testament, all back to back, and then TR is modern popular music in the morning and then later on a class called film genres, which is much harder than multicultural dimensions of film. I have to go see seabiscuit on monday. wooooooo. anyone wanna come. its free...i know you want to.

right so, last night i went to my first frat party. started out kind of nervous because i didnt really think i was wanted there, but it got better, because of a combination of me drinking and them being extremely friendly. ha, mike ryan called me. he was trashed. so was i. and then came the cops...i've never been more thankful for a Y chromosome. underage girls got written arrests left and right. one was our friend :( but from what i hear its not a very big deal, so thats encouraging.

Lindsay is wonderful. This fact has made itself known more than ever before over the last few weeks or so. i love her...on a deeper level than i knew existed. never have i been able to open up to anyone like i can to her, and share deep feelings like i do...its...incredible.

Jamie's a great roommate. so far we've been getting along pretty well, perhaps because we're rarely there at the same time. but he's really like a brother to me. and on that note, when ian occupies the third room, ill have like the two best friends i have as roommates, and itll be awesome.

Eric maddox called me the other day, that was pretty cool.

in 16 days itll be lindsay and I's 1-year anniversary

:D

happy

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Return to Oz is the best movie ever that no one has seen but me

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 05:29:08 GMT

hmm, where to start. The FSU-UF game was obviously this weekend, which was real fun, and by fun i mean painful. but that is not to say that this weekend wasn't fun by any means...in fact, it was AWESOME. first, i met these two people allison harley and her boyfriend travis. they just give off a good vibe, what can i say, some people just do that. we all went tailgating before the game, got buzzed, you know the drill. after the game, it was obvious much more drinking was needed, and brandon was there to provide :) plus its always cool to see eric, matt, rubi..., and the rest, as well as the other FSU people. except allison leeper. she is away, and it troubles me greatly. but other than that, we had an awesome time. we watched the wizard of oz at some point, which reminded me of the sequel which no one has seen but me. oh, and i got to sleep in a bed with lindsay for sooooooooo many nights in a row...ive never gotten better sleep :) she's so wonderful.

THEN i came back to gainesville to own a test, and now i am in deland, and i got to hang out with ian and jamie at ians house, and tomorrow i imagine there will be all sorts of fun to be had. and then THANKSGIVING! im so excited, especially since lindsay, and her mom, and MARCEL are gonna be there. i hope i can say the prayer...and give thanks for all the food, the family, the friends, and the 10 months to the day of true love ive been blessed with :)

I had a dream...

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 04:51:14 GMT

I had a dream I had a daughter. She smiled at me when she came out, and at her mother too. I watched her grow up at lightning speed, and sat down to have a fatherly talk with her when she ran away because of her rebellious spirit. It was really heart warming...I woke up so happy.

Today in cultural diversity class, as is the trend i've noticed, it turns out that my assignment that i turned is the favorite. it was two sentences long. it said "i want to go back to my dorm. there's a beautiful woman waiting for me." Harun definitely read that to the whole class. Then he told the class about how from the colloquy he had with this student that he knew that he drove all the way to tallahassee every single weekend to see her, and that he could tell, in his words, that i am "very deeply love this woman...very deeply in love"...and then he grinned. i felt so...i dunno, just...good. really, really good.

This week

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 02:44:06 GMT

this week has been really stressful. i spent most of yesterday listening to uncle marty yammer on about water soluble vitamins and the like, only to get a 76 on the test. and i have a history test tomorrow. sweet.

hmm...this past weekend i of course went to tallahassee. actually, i went on thursday, then commuted to UF on friday, because i wanted to surprise lindsay and see her smile...and she did :) we went and saw larry the cable guy at the pow-wow (we're going to see dane cook and bill engval this weekend at UF growl). Larry was hysterical! i almost shit my pants, lol, he made fun of retards and such, it was so offensive, but so great. lmao, im buying the next blue collar dvd.

then there was the noneventful homecoming game that just made everyone hot, followed by seing the incredibles, which was actually pretty funny. bonnie kept farting though. it was gross. always farting, bonnie is. but jen is gone, which makes everyone happy, dumb bitch. oh yea. hahahaha, lindsay sang a song about jen and various other people she doesnt like for the video camera, and it made me laugh a lot :) she's so great :)

i am SO lucky

tomorrow im heading up to tallahassee, and then to gainesville friday, and then to deland for the weekend, and hopefully i can see ian and maybe even the fabled Krissy. as of today, theres less than a month of school left...im so excited for so many reasons :) just remembering last year at christmas time makes me feel this awesome energy...like im unstoppable...when i'm with her

best. weekend. ever.

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 20:05:12 GMT

so yea, guavaween this weekend. i got a hotel room in Brandon, FL, and we got to stay there for two nights straight. and lindsay gave me my present. and um...hot? awesome? yes. it was glorious. :). :D. :D :D :D :D.

oh yea and we went to ybor. and lindsay was a dark angel. a ridiculously hot angel. and i won. everyone else loses. i win the game. hooray. :)

I HATE GLICK

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 00:25:55 GMT

FIRSTS
First best friend: Weston, he moved
First real memory of something: being told im going to have a sister
First date: the first one i can really remember...christian perrin, at the movie theater
First break-up: i guess meghan hicks
First job: the law firm, i was a paper bitch
First screen name: erw875
First self purchased album: im sure it was weird al, i dont remember which one
First funeral: i think my friends grandfather
First pets: 2 dogs: siouxsie and beach, and 6 cats: o'neill, molly, mischeif, jordan, cavaletti, misty
First piercing/tattoo: i have none
First credit card: my...bank of america one?
First true love: lol...guess
First enemy: well dempsey did threaten me, caitlin, chris bradt...yea, him
First big trip: maine with the family. that was the place with the hayride that i decided i wasnt shy on
First play/musical/performance: christmas programs at St. Barnabas
First musician you remember hearing in your house: oh shit yea...St. Elmo's Fire, whoever sings that

LASTS
Last cigarette: NAI
Las big car ride: driving to tallahassee last weekend
Last kiss: lindsay shaw! she's so fun to kiss :)
Last good cry: i honestly cant remember
Last library book checked out: i dunno...probably curious george, or goodnight moon
Last movie seen: part of mean girls was just on...the last one in the theater was Friday Night Lights
Last beverage drank: big glass of milk
Last food consumed: 2 poptarts
Last crush: im totally crushing *SAILING MISHAP* no, but its really lindsay, dont tell anyone
Last phone call: Lindsay, it made the walk to class a lot cooler :)
Last tv show watched: GLICK >:O I HATE GLICK >:O >:O
Last time showered: after i got back from my only class of the day
Last shoes worn: my old vans
Last cd played: all my music is on itunes, but if i owned the CD it would be...North, by Something Corporate
Last item bought: 45 bucks worth of groceries...or if groceries arent an item then i guess it would be my halloween costume
Last disappointment: well i guess i hoped lindsay would somehow not get mono
Last soda drank: probably that IBC Black Cherry soda that blasted me in the eye
last time wanting to die: i dont think ive ever seriously wanted to die...just wanted to not feel shitty at one time...and then...i didnt anymore
last time scolded: HA!
last shirt worn: an undershirt, i didnt bother with anything else today
last website visited: this one dummy. and another one to confirm that glick is in fact as irritating as i thought it was

A is for - Age: 19
B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Lindsay :)
C is for - Career in future: i dunno, key grip
D is for - Dad's name: CAllen
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: a DD
F is for - Favorite musician/band: no way i can just pick one
G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: 4 - they all meant something, but some a whole lot more than others
H is for - Hometown: DeLand
I is for - Instruments you play: Recorder, bitch
J is for - Job title: Im a student with no job
K is for - Kind of ice cream that's your favorite: cookies and cream
L is for - Living arrangement: Beaty Towers West w/ justin, mike and jason, plus or minus travis, ashley, courtney, etc.
M is for - Mom's name: :D Peggy :D
N is for - Number of times you've been out of the country: 4, i think
O is for - Optimist or pessimist?: optimistic all the way
P is for - Phobia[s]: spiders, the little fuckers
Q is for - Quote you like: "When there's no more room in Hell, the dead will walk the earth"
...no just kidding, finding a favorite quote is like finding a favorite song. next
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: This one. by far. and its by far the best...still :)
S is for - Sex: hooray!
T is for - Time you wake up: an hour before my first class
U is for - Unique trait(s): i guess i have a unique sense of humor
V is for - Vegetable you love: corn
W is for - Worst habit: i dunno, not knowing when to stop sometimes i guess
X is for - X-treme stuff you've done: uh...i went on a canopy tour. that was pretty extreme.
Y is for - Years you've lived in Florida: 19 and growing
Z is for - Zodiac sign: leo

Dude, Halloween Horror Nights tomorrow - Im pretty excited. I mean even more than i am on normal weekends. and thats no small feat. I love her.

i win

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 00:51:45 GMT

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woo

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 19:45:11 GMT

Well, yea, as lindsay said, i have MONO. of course. why wouldnt i get mono. and i feel like a shit for not knowing and giving it to lindsay too :-/

another lovely thing i found out is theres some wire thats just loose in my car, and thus now my car will sometimes just not turn over, which is fun

however, on the positive side, i got my oil changed and my oil tank cleaned out and my air filter replaced because all of them sucked, probably on account of driving to tallahassee every weekend :-P

i totally destroyed jason's gf yesterday which made me feel both guilty and satisfied. it was harsh, but she had it coming when she came after me.

and of course, the most positive thing to happen ever is that I GOT ACCEPTED TO FSU WHICH KICKS SERIOUS ASS

so much ass in fact that mono can bite me, i wont let it bring me down. i am after all now going to a better school, rooming with like one of the best friends ever, living with my soul mate who i love with all my heart and who i know loves me back, and just...the next three and a half years are gonna be the best years yet...i cant wait

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 22:33:07 GMT

you ever notice that almost every single LJ survey asks if you could, would, or have eaten an entire box of oreos? why is that? why oreos? is this some sort of universal measurement of some hidden character trait i dont know about or what?

so everyone add mikeryanowns to your friend list. do it.

i went to tallahassee this weekend. jamie bell was there, and jamie squared (awesome friends) and lindsay (sooooooo hot) and we all went to outback, which was fun. then we saw friday night lights, which was a good high school football movie, complete with the all the characters including the one that is trying so hard for that scholarship, the one that has the drunk dad that beats him when he doesnt catch the ball, the star quarterback that gets injured, the soft-spoken second-string quarterback who must find his place and confidence in order to rally the team during the final half of the state championship, and the various other team members that probably have just as interesting stories that we'll never know.

next weekend we are looking for apartments, jamie bell, me, lindsay, maybe bonnie too, and mike ryan if he comes. i dont know that we need to though because we found the COOLEST APARTMENTS EVER and they are ULTRA CHEAP AND AWESOME. like 360, for 2 bed 2.5 bath, in a complex with its own tanning bed for lins and its own movie theater? awesome.

i feel bad for bonnie since her parents are racist bigots and her boyfriend is hispanic. but i am glad she can have some time alone with him two weeks from now in the hotel after halloween horror nights, which is gonna be seriously ass-kicking. and lindsay, allison, and stefani are all gonna stay at my house that night, which means that they get to meet my mom, who im told is just "so cute".

:D im mom :D look at me :D evan dont sit on the chair like that :D evan dont come after me with that butcher knife :D

hey so, lindsay figured out the way to get her hair the way she wanted it to begin with and its so amazingly gorgeous. not that it wasnt before, but she came out of the bathroom and it was like, dude...dude...:)

random memories from the weekend:
-that
-allison balancing that cane on her head
-stefani's relentless attempts at killing us all in her car
-how awesome it is that my name is NOT, in fact, scurv, scurvatron, scurvomatic, scurvmeister or scurvorama
-sleeping with lindsay and how wonderful it feels, and then waking up lazily and just, lying with each other in the dark, talking quietly to each other, sharing an unlimited supply happiness, and just feeling so alive...seeing her beautiful face and equally beautiful body, and that feeling that runs through me that lets me know that this is exactly where i am meant to be.

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Mon, 27 Sep 2004 16:47:07 GMT

alright so this weekend sure has sucked. i mean, granted, i got to be with lindsay, which is always awesome, but then there was the unfortunate hurricane that made water leak in and soak my clothes, and, more pressingly, the drama that ensued because someone decided to put up this away message that said me and lindsay broke up...hey psst...hey thats not true. now, normally such a prank is about the norm for me, but it so happens that this particular one affected lindsay as well, who had just come back from a FUNERAL and had a whole bunch of shit happen to her other than that. so of course when i told her about it, she then called the person who was in the dorm when i was there, DJ, who promised to have nothing to do with it, and essentially lied to her face, which made her sad even more, because i mean, there's not much that feels worse than feeling betrayed by the people that are close to you. trust me, i would know. and why? because when stuff like this happens you can just catch a glimpse of the resentment that lies underneath with all the people i know. they act like its not there, but you can just barely detect it because it always finds ways to manifest itself, like live journal entries, harsh words behind my back, and worse, behind lindsay's, who really hasnt done anything wrong. Mostly, as i understand it, a lot of people feel resentment towards lindsay and i because since i've started going out with her, i have been paying less attention to other friends of mine. now, for people, like, say, ian guthrie, my best friend, yes i do feel like an asshole a lot for that, because we really are close, but i mean, some people, its like, when did i hang out with you that much to begin with? i mean i love all my friends, but getting upset over that seems a little exaggerated dont you think? I mean, sorry for not feeling like i was that desireable as a hang-out buddy to begin with, but what do you expect with the extensive amount of unpreempted bullying and degradation i get from you guys. how many things in my house have been broken because of some one in the IB senior class? or how much shit has been done to my car? and, how many papers have i given to people to copy? how many times have i let people come back to my house and drink up 4 boxes worth of my soda? how many hours have you guys spent on my gamecube playing my super smash brothers. how many times was the unanimous decision made to use evan's house as the rendezvous point for any given gathering everyone was going to. you know how much shit i had to go through with my parents in order for everyone to not get booted out of my house? its no small amount. and even still, its like nothing i do can raise me up to same level as everyone else, im never above getting bullied around, or, worse, being resented behind my back. i mean its not like this is just a bunch of snooty people i dont know whispering things as i walk into a room or something, these are the people that are like my second family. that fucking hurts. big time. but whats worse than any of it is dragging poor innocent lindsay into it because, what, you think she's forcing me to go to transfer to FSU? newsflash: i LOVE it as FSU. i have so much fun up here every weekend. and most of all, i have already gained friends up here that dont treat me like shit all the time. the people up here arent elitist like most of the people i know at UF either...if you ask a UF student, they'll do nothing but bash Florida State, whereas if you ask a florida state student (and this has HAPPENED) they'll say "yea, UF is a great school". Not to mention the fact that my major is telecommunications, not engineering, of which the program at FSU is as good or better than that at UF. Oh yea, and not to mention Jamie Bell's coming here (not UF), and he is awesome, and we are getting an apartment together. hey, wait, jamie hasnt been made fun of for transfering from georgia tech. wait, whats that? neither has erik jones for switching majors to come to UF? not that they should, erik and jamie are awesome, but you know, why is it me? and where the shit did you get the idea that lindsay was forcing me to do ANYTHING. lindsay's never even TRIED to make me do anything, whether she wanted me to or not. in fact, if anything, she was adament that i DONT transfer if thats not what i wanted to do. Im not leaving because of her, im leaving because the spirit of friendship i had for everyone is slowly being crushed everyday by backstabbers. if im gone it wont be as bad, because i wont have to deal with it as much, itll be therapeutic, for me and lindsay both, because like it or not, we are very deeply in love with each other, and no bullshit antics from anyone's gonna break us up. and she does NOT deserve to cry as hard as she did because of the people she thought were her friends. I love lindsay, and she loves me, and if that bothers people to the point of wanting us to break up, then they clearly dont really care about their friend being happy. but whatever, ive said about all of it i think. Adios

an entry

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 00:11:33 GMT

well, i know how much everyone gets fed up with reading about couples talk about how much they love each other.

so i've decided to make an LJ entry devoted to Lindsay! yay!

seriously, it doesnt get any better, it really doesnt. lins and i are as perfect as it gets, to the point where we were talking the other night and i started shaking a little in sheer bliss. like, you know how you feel on the tower of terror when you're at that weightless point? well, like that, only without the fear, just the sheer thrill...that kinda begins to describe what its like. honestly, i don't think its possible for anyone to love anyone more than i love her. if i were han, she'd be leia. if i were aragorn, she'd be arwen. if i were evan, she'd be lindsay shaw, the captivating, enthralling, compassionate, wonderful other half of me...oh wait...i am...and she is :)

hey you guys, 246 days still star wars III

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 19:14:06 GMT

so...life lesson number 2394102912: its not a good idea to claim that some one you've never met has committed all sorts of mutilatory savage acts of violence on you for no reason at all, to some one who doesnt know you are lying...

lol, sorry about that allison and allison

hurricanes are gay...like rainbows. and hackers.

not much new to report from the g-ville perspective...just the usual nightly battling that may or may not involve belts, glade, and/or crotch. proud day for smart kids everywhere.

i dunno why the entry, i really just have NOTHING to do...i miss lindsay a lot...even though it does feel good to know i have some one to miss...she called me today in discovering the universe class, and it happened to be during a break, of course, because thats just the way things happen with her and i, and i got to talk to her then, and it really made my day better, i was in such a better mood afterwards than i was before...she tends to do that :)

and thats about it for now. except...I LOVE YOU LINDSAY a;sdlijaasd :)

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Sun, 12 Sep 2004 02:07:14 GMT

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i think this is the most horribly off thing i've seen yet, i couldnt not post it.

im in deland right now...last night i saw LEWIS BLACK and he was hysterical. it was so badass. that was my present from ian, the belated birthday gift...it was AWESOME. ian wins the prize for coolest birthday gift giver/best friend. then today we saw resident evil apocalypse, which was i have to say considerably better than the critics will lead you to beleive - i liked it a lot, and it goes on the list of awsome movies i need to own someday, along with Garden State, which owned as well.

so, UF...

uh...i lost my credit for the day in history on friday for not knowing any differences between the colonists of new england and those of jamestown, other than the 20 already named which i did know. in "discovering the universe" im learning essential knowledge like "how many planets are there in our solar system". mans food's uncle marty "sucks whale dong", as the sign up in our dorm says...he's a douche, but an amusing douche i have to admit. whats the other shit class? oh yea, cultural diversity. we spent an hour learning about how to...cite...sources? wtf? lol. my social life, man...nothing beats...sitting in a dorm...playing video games...every day. oh wait. lots of things beat that.

but i guess im kind of like thomas anderson in that i seem to be leading...two lives...
FSU is hardcore awesome everytime ive been there. while its probable that they have a lot of things going on down here, its like since we have a tight group of friends i dont wanna venture out of the comfort zone, but at FSU im not around my friends, and i am around lindsay...and i always feel somehow cooler when im with her. and ive made a lot more friends there than i have at UF. and they're all so cool :) i mean, i just generally have a better time up there...plus its been engrained into me how great FSU is since i was born...so its not really surprising that i put in a transfer ap...and, true to IB form, ive been getting second-guessed and analyzed by the UFians, but to be totally honest, i don't really feel any regret about it. and when i think about doing it, it makes me feel happier :)

oh yea, and the living arangements... :D

hehe, anyway, tomorrow i am off to gainesville, and then maybe to tallahassee, and then maybe ill end up deland again if ivan decides to be a dickhole, which wouldnt bother me any, because then i would get to be with lindsay some more which TOTALLY RULES BECAUSE SHE'S THE BEST GIRLFRIEND IN THE WORLD AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH! seriously, she does so many things that make me feel so special and loved, she's better than any dream-girl my mind could ever make up...she is my dream girl...i've thought about her a lot this weekend, like i always do...i cant believe how strong it is...i cant get enough of it either :)

thus, with a kiss, i [end this entry]